selamat jalan.

posted by anak posmen chemor | Labels: , | Posted On Friday, December 24, 2010 at 12:08 AM

terima kasih. walaupun ungkapan itu tidaklah terbalas oleh jasamu. menemaniku dari sebesar dua tapak tanganmu. terima kasih kerana bersama keluargaku, sejak kelahiranku hingga saat kematianmu masih mahu bersama di rumahku. yang kau juga bina, tempat kita senda dan berduka. pemergianmu sangat tidak tertanggung oleh jiwaku, terlalu cepat. maafkan salah silapku, halalkan makan minumku, semoga tenang engkau di sana, di sisi Tuhan yang Maha Mencipta.



terima kasih untuk ucapan takziah dan kiriman al fatihah dari anda semua. semoga roh Allahyarham ditempatkan dalam kalangan orang-orang yang beriman.

Al Fatihah

be advised (:

posted by anak posmen chemor | Labels: | Posted On Saturday, December 4, 2010 at 5:23 PM


If you plant goodness, you will reap friends.

If you plant humility, you will reap greatness.

If you plant perseverance, you will reap victory.

If you plant consideration, you will reap harmony.

If you plant hard work, you will reap success.

If you plant forgiveness, you will reap reconciliation.

If you plant openness, you will reap intimacy.

If you plant patience, you will reap improvements.

If you plant faith, you will reap miracles.

But If you plant dishonesty, you will reap distrust.

If you plant selfishness, you will reap loneliness.

If you plant pride, you will reap destruction.

If you plant envy, you will reap trouble.

If you plant laziness, you will reap stagnation.

If you plant bitterness, you will reap isolation.

If you plant greed, you will reap loss.

If you plant gossip, you will reap enemies.

If you plant worries, you will reap wrinkles.

If you plant sin, you will reap guilt.

So be careful what you plant now,

It will determine what you will reap tomorrow,

The seeds you now scatter, Will make life worse or better,

your life or the ones who will comeafter.

Yes, someday, you will enjoy the fruits, or you will pay for the choices you plant today.

salam perantauan.

posted by anak posmen chemor | Labels: , | Posted On Saturday, October 9, 2010 at 5:54 AM


Aku bersabar tahap gaban bila duduk rumah, internet dengan kelajuan maksima 70kb/s sangat menganjing iman, walhal yang dibayar sama sahaja seperti yang di kota. Mungkin ini agenda Freemason untuk membuatkan orang kampung tak amik port sangat dengan video The Arrival dekat Youtube, wallahua'lam.

Chemor, satu pekan kecil dengan kepadatan penduduk mencecah 50,000 umat Muhammad (menurut uncle aku). Bukan kecik sangat lah bai, cuma aku masih suka dengan perkataan tu tanda ia masih belum berubah, walaupun hakikatnya jauh. Malapetaka 1 Malaysia menyerang habis-habisan kampung kecil ini, yang dulunya nyaman. Stadium Mini 1 Malayisa, Dewan Komuniti 1 -Malaysia, Pasar Chemor 1 Malaysia, dan lepas ni sama-sama kita doakan satu Tanah Perkuburan 1 Malaysia. Fenomena ini mudah dibaca sebabnya. Undi gerombolan susut teruk di peti undi Chemor. SB Umno di kampong aku pun memukul canang, bahawa gerombolan kini semakin risau mempertahankan Dun Manjoi, dengan kekuatan cawangan baru Pas Pekan Chemor.

Sayugia dalam hal ini, mempertahankan kerusi Dun di Perak yang dirampas kuasanya amatlah penting bagi melangsungkan politik gerombolan di Perak. Hisamuddin Rais meramalkan, dua negeri yang paling genting untuk Pilihanraya Umum akan datang ialah Perak dan Negeri Sembilan. Perak kerana rampasan kuasanya, dan Negeri Sembilan dengan kekuatan luar biasa PR di sana.

Chemor, sebenarnya pekan yang agak penting semasa perjuangan rakyat di era Jepun. aku pernah terbaca di dalam satu buku, tentang Ubi Kayu, seorang rakyat British mengingatkan Chemor sebagai ladang ubi kayu utama Tanah Melayu, sewaktu pendudukan Jepun. Sampai sekarang, org masih lagi menanam ubi kayu di tepian jalan, cuma tidak segah dulu. Chemor juga merakam kenangan manis, dengan melahirkan anak Melayu pertama yang mempunyai lesen kapal terbang, iaitu allahyarham Lt Col Abdul Jalil Shamsuddin, juga nenda saudara aku.

Kini Chemor sangat sibuk, menampung penghuninya yang semakin ramai. dan aku masih berbelah bahagi mencari beza kampungku dan tempat tinggalku -_-


saat kematian

posted by anak posmen chemor | Labels: , | Posted On Monday, September 27, 2010 at 9:40 PM


Sesaat setelah rohku berpisah dengan jasad, yakni ketika aku mulai memasuki alam kehidupan yang baru, apakah aku dapat tersenyum menjumpai para malaikat yang memberikan salam dan bertanya padaku::
  1. Wahai anak Adam, engkaukah yang meninggalkan dunia atau dunia yang meninggalkanmu?
  2. Wahai anak Adam, engkaukah yang merengkuh dunia, atau dunia yang merengkuhmu?
  3. Wahai anak Adam, engkaukah yang mematikan dunia, atau dunia yang mematikanmu?
Ketika jasadku diletakkan menunggu dimandikan, mampukah aku menjawab pertanyaan yang diajukan malaikat kepadaku:
  1. Wahai anak Adam, di manakan tubuhmu yang kuat itu, mengapa kini engkau tidak berdaya?
  2. Wahai anak Adam, di manakah lisanmu yang lantang dulu, mengapa kini engkau terdiam?
  3. Wahai anak Adam, di manakah orang-orang yang dulu mengasihimu, mengapa kini mereka membiarkanmu tergeletak sendirian tanpa daya ?
Sewaktu mayatku dibaringkan diatas kain kafan, siap dibungkus, mampukan aku menuruti apa yang dikatakan malaikat :
  1. Wahai anak Adam, bersiaplah! Engkau akan pergi jauh dari sini tanpa membawa bekal!
  2. Wahai anak Adam, tinggalkan rumahmu dan jangan berharap dapat kembali!
  3. Wahai anak Adam, naikilah tandu itu untuk yang terakhir kalinya!
Tatkala jenazahku dipikul diatas keranda, sanggupkah aku bersikap anggun layaknya seorang raja yang di tandu prajurit, ketika malaikat berseru kepadaku:
  1. Wahai anak Adam, berbahagialah jika engkau termasuk orang-orang yang bertobat
  2. Wahai anak Adam, berbahagialah apabila selama didunia engkau selalu taat pada perintah Allah dan Rasul-Nya!
  3. Wahai anak Adam, berbahagialah jika yang menjadi teman abadimu di alam kubur nanti adalah ridha Allah, akan tetapi celakalah enagkau apabila teman abadimu adalah murka Allah!
Ketika aku di baringkan untuk dishalati, akankah diriku mampu bersikap manis tatlaka malaikat berbisik ditelingaku:
  1. Wahai anak Adam, semua perbuatan yang telah engkau lakukan akan engkau lihat kembali.
  2. Wahai anak Adam, apabila selama ini engkau tenggelam dalam amal soleh, maka bergembiralah.
  3. Wahai anak Adam, apabila selama ini engkau tenggelam dalam kemaksiatan menuruti hawa nafsu, maka sambutlah penderitaan pedih sebagai akibat dari keenggananmu menjauhi larangan-Nya!
Sewaktu jasadku berada di tepi kubur siap untuk diturunkan ke liang lahat, akankah lidahku lancar menjawab pertanyaan malaikat yang berbisik:
  1. Wahai anak Adam, kedamaian apakah yang engkau bawa untuk menempati rumah cacing ini?
  2. Wahai anak Adam, cahaya apakah yang engkau bawa untuk menerangi rumah yang gelap ini?
  3. Wahai anak Adam, siapakah yang akan menemanimu di dalam penantian panjang ini?
Tatkala aku sudah diletakkan di liang lahat, masih mampukah aku tersenyum menjawab ucapan selamat datang yang disampaikan bumi kepadaku:
  1. Wahai anak Adam, ketika berada di punggungku engkau kerap bergelak tawa. Kini setelah berada di perutku apakah engkau masih akan tertawa atau menangis menyesali diri?
  2. Wahai anak Adam, ketika berada di punggungku engkau kerap bergembira ria, kini setelah berada di perutku apakah kegembiraan itu masuh tersisa atau akan menenggelamkanmu dalam duka nestapa?
  3. Wahai anak Adam, ketika berada di punggungku engkau pintar bersilat lidah, akankah engkau tetap bernyanyi atau diam seribu bahasa bergelut dengan penyesalan?
Setelah aku sendiri terbujur kaku dihimpit bumi tanpa daya dalam liang lahat, sementara sanak keluargaku beserta teman-teman karibku semua kembali ke rumahnya masing-masing, bagaimanakah kecemasan yang akan menguasai diriku ketika Allah SWT berfirman: “Wahai hamba-Ku, sekarang engkau sudah terasingkan sendirian. Mereka telah pergi meninggalkanmu dalam kesempitan dan kegelapan. Padahal semasa hidupmu engkau membangkang tidak mentaati-Ku semata-mata untuk kepentingan mereka. Balasan apakah yang telah engkau peroleh dari mereka? Dan tahukah engkau balasan apa yang akan engkau terima dari-Ku?”

cerita rambut

posted by anak posmen chemor | Labels: | Posted On Sunday, September 26, 2010 at 8:12 AM



Rambut, dalam banyak-banyak isu merupakan benda paling aku amik berat dalam hidup. Tak tahu kenapa, tp pantanglah orang nak tegur. Kalau nak tegur sebab rajin malas, dosa pahala, halal haram, itu aku tak heran. Sebab pada aku, berambut panjang (baca : kemas ) tidak pernah mengubah tinggi rendah saham bskl, apatah lagi turun naik harga minyak dunia.

Aku, dan kisah berambut panjang bukan perkara baru. Mungkin, tahap panjang rambut aku di sekolah tidak sama dengan panjang rambut harini, tapi isu tetap sama. Kalau zaman sekolah, cikgu-cikgu merasa mencantas rambut aku masa perhimpunan, di kolej Dekan aku selamba memotong rambut aku sebelum peperiksaan akhir semester. dan aku akan terus berambut panjang, dan mereka akan terus bersikap jijik dan memandang hina, dan aku akan terus berambut panjang, dan mereka akan terus mendenda dan mengambil tindakan, dan aku akan terus berambut panjang.

Kolot sesuatu bangsa dan ketamadunan, banyak terletak kepada tahap keilmuan orang-orang yang menduduki dan merayakan bangsa tersebut. Sekiranya bangsa itu hanya membaca buku sukatan KBSR dan KBSM, lulus SPM dan masuk IPTA, menurut perintah HEP, lulus segulung Ijazah dan berkerja, maka idea merdeka hanya akan tertumpu pada tarikh 31 Ogos, yang berusaha untuk merdeka ialah UMNO (baca : Tunku), negara ini ialah hak milik Melayu dan sekaligus merasakan rambut panjang mewakili generasi jalanan, perlu dipandang jijik kerana kita bangsa yang kemas dan berdisiplin.

Sampai bila-bila pun, aku tetap akan berambut sebegini. Selagi berambut panjang tidak dihukum dengan mana-mana Kanun Keseksaan, atau menjadi syarat untuk masuk ke masjid, atau hatta umat akhir zaman akan lebih taksub melebel manusia berambut panjang sebagai seorang Freemason, aku akan tetap begini.

Kerana rambut, tidak pernah menentukan tinggi letak syurga neraka umat Muhammad !

Double Your Internet Browsing Speed on Firefox

posted by anak posmen chemor | Labels: | Posted On Monday, September 20, 2010 at 6:11 AM


There have been tons of Firefox hacks out there that have been covered to death, but we've recently taken some time out and run a side-by-side comparison on a couple of identical computers from the shop we had laying around. What did we find? You can essentially double your browsing speed if you're currently on a broadband connection if you just run a few simple tweaks. We have a set of three. That's not too many for you, right? Now let's get started.

Basically, what we found is that Firefox tends to eat a lot of RAM in exchange for quicker launching and handling of the browser. It's a pretty steep trade-off, and for those of us with tons of RAM and a broadband connection usually end up seeing no difference or at times, even slower performance than if these restrictions weren't enabled by default. Here's how to take them off and harness the full power of Firefox:

Reduce the amount of RAM Firefox uses for it’s cache feature

Try this:

1) Type “about:config” (no quotes) in the address bar in the browser.
2) Find “browser.sessionhistory.max_total_viewers”
3) Set it’s value to “0“;(Zero)

Increase the Speed in Which Firefox loads pages

1) Type “about:config” into the address bar and hit Enter. (Normally the browser will make one request to a web page at a time. When you enable pipelining it will make several at once, which really speeds up page loading.)

2) Alter the entries as follows:
Set “network.http.pipelining” to “true”
Set “network.http.proxy.pipelining” to “true”
Set “network.http.pipelining.maxrequests” to some number like 10.

This means it will make 10 requests at once.

3) Lastly, right-click anywhere and select New->Integer. Name it “nglayout.initialpaint.delay” and set its value to “0“;.(Zero)

This value is the amount of time the browser waits before it acts on information it receives. If you’re using a broadband connection you’ll load pages faster now.

Optionally (for even faster web browsing) here are some more options for your about:config (you might have to create some of these entries by Right Click –> New– >Interger or String

“network.dns.disableIPv6”: set “false”
“content.notify.backoffcount”: set “5”; (Five)
“ui.submenuDelay”: set “0”; (Zero)


Reduce RAM usage to 10mb when Firefox is minimized

This little hack will drop Firefox’s RAM usage down to 10 Mb when minimized:

1) Open Firefox and go to the Address Bar. Type in about:config and then press Enter.
2) Right Click in the page and select New -> Boolean.
3) In the box that pops up enter “config.trim_on_minimize”. Press Enter.
4) Now select True and then press Enter.
5) Restart Firefox.

These simple tweaks will make your web browsing with Mozilla Firefox at least twice as fast and it's a pretty simple thing anybody can do. Enjoy and let us know if these steps helped you!

http://www.unplggd.com/unplggd/how-to/how-to-double-your-internet-browsing-speed-on-firefox-074649

ramadhan

posted by anak posmen chemor | Labels: | Posted On Monday, August 16, 2010 at 11:58 PM


All deeds of the seed of Adam
are for him but one
Oh Lord of this blessed month
we praise you for Ramadhan
and for the kitab You revealed therein
to guide us to the light
Ya Rabb, give us the imaan
to stand in prayer that mighty night
let our siyam benefit us more
than mere hunger and unquenched thirst
and by Your Grace, the ayaat of Qur'an
each day we shall rehearse
may we be restrained from the evil deeds
and from evil in what we say
may we know and understand
and implement the Prophet's way
what joy was there when believers saw
the hilal, the crescent moon
may we all emerge from this month, insha'Allah


"(It was) the month of Ramadan in which was revealed the Qur’aan, a guidance for mankind and clear proofs for the guidance and the criterion (between right and wrong). So whoever of you sights (the crescent on the first night of) the month (of Ramadan i.e. is present at his home), he must observe Sawm (fasts) that month…"

[al-Baqarah 2:185]

improve yourself

posted by anak posmen chemor | Labels: | Posted On Wednesday, August 4, 2010 at 5:47 PM


If you try anything, if you try to understand people, or to improve yourself, or to love, or to make the world a better place, you have already achieved something wonderful, before you even begin. Forget failure. If things don’t work out the way you want, hold your head up high and be proud. And try again. And again. And again.

In life, we do things. Some we wish we had never done and some we wish we could replay a million times in our heads. Nevertheless, they make us who we are and in the end, they shape every detail about us. If we were to reverse any of them, we wouldn’t be at the exact place that we are today. So just live, make mistakes and learn from them, and never second guess who you are, where you have been, and where you are going.

:)

judge me

posted by anak posmen chemor | Labels: | Posted On Monday, August 2, 2010 at 8:07 PM


You may judge me as you will...
I'm trying to be as simple as I could...
I'm trying to be as cool as I could...
I'm trying to be as warm as I could...
I'm trying to be as lovable as I could,..
I'll try everything...

I'm maybe hard to pleased...
I'm maybe hot tempered...
I'm maybe cold hearted...
I'm maybe hateful...

Do not get influenced with the poker face of mine...
I'm a follower...
I'm just a humble slave to ALLAH...

memaafkan.

posted by anak posmen chemor | Labels: | Posted On Friday, July 23, 2010 at 6:56 PM


Daripada Abu Umamah drpd Rasulullah : " Siapa yg memaafkan ketika mampu dan berkuasa nescaya Allah ampunkannya pada hari kesukaran [hari kiamat]"

Hadis Riwayat At-Thabrani.

Sebab kita manusia tidak pernah lepas dari buat salah dan silap. semua orang sama dari sudut itu, but how we adapt our mistake and learn not to repeat it again is different, far different.

Have you ever made a mistake? Of course you have. We all have! If you were the only one affected by the mistake, you might just consider yourself foolish. If it caused harm or inconvenience to another person, you might choose to apologize. If someone caused you harm, you might decide to forgive them. In either situation, you need to make one last choice--to forgive yourself or not.

For me, it is more than difficult to forget things and move on, as if nothing has happened, no matter how important it is to do the same. However, holding feelings of resentment can affect your peace of mind and ruin your happiness. Therefore, you can’t afford to let the anger remain within you. Pardoning others and putting a hurtful incident off your mind needs to be worked upon, since it doesn’t come easy.

5 Ways to Forgive & Forget :

Forget What Happened

Hostility and bitterness survives in people who find it difficult to forget the past. Moving on in life is the key to forgetting the hurt caused to you, by other people. Stacking up hard feelings for someone who has hurt you will not allow you to bury the hatchet and you will constantly find yourself dwelling on something that cannot be changed now. Live in the present, look forward to the future and bury the bad memories of the past.

Allow Others To Apologize

Sometimes, we are so infuriated and hurt over an incident that we do not allow the other person to buy time and come up with an apology when things cool down. Once you get a heart-felt apology from the person who has hurt you, it becomes easier to forgive him/her. Remind yourself that even you would have hurt others at one point of time, intentionally or unintentionally. Would you want others to hold that against you forever? Allowing others to apologize will save you from becoming bitter to them.

Communicate The Hurt

Rather than holding a grudge and allowing it to thrive, you should communicate your feelings to the one who has hurt you, especially if the person is close to you. Many people tend to keep things to themselves, and it makes them averse to communication. It is important to realize that conversation will allow the other person to offer an explanation for his/her hurtful behavior and help you overcome the same. Therefore, make sure that you do not shut down the lines of communication completely.

Realize That Everyone Is Human

Realize that it is only human to make mistakes and most of us don’t hurt others intentionally, for sadistic reasons. If you can accept this premise, forgiving and forgetting will become a lot more easier. While some people believe that revenge is the sweetest joy, it is important to remember that “the joy of revenge is only for a day, but the glory of forgiving remains forever”. The choice is yours!

Let Time Heal

There are times when the hurt is simply impossible to forget, even after you have forgiven the other person. While moving on is easier said than done, for all the comprehensible reasons, never forget that time is the biggest healer. Bitterness and bad memories pertaining to an incident will fade away with the passage of time. If forgetting a hurtful incident is impossible for you, leave the healing on time. Eventually, you will be able to put it out of your mind.

You'll be great if you can forgive people, and forget the mistakes. Trust me. Thats what this hadith want to encourage us :)

pfft.

posted by anak posmen chemor | Labels: | Posted On Thursday, July 22, 2010 at 5:14 PM


Sometimes you just have to smile,
pretend everything is okay.

Put on a fake smile,
so that everything seems fine.

Yes, i can't heal it as easily as yesterday,
maybe i gonna need another kind of over-the-counter drugs.

Hmm, but i always hope that i will be strong enough to stay still.
and for this moment,
i always recall how strong ibu on her tough day.

This phrase from The Holy Al Quran ease everything,
"Truly, to Allah we belong and truly, to Him we shall return"

insya Allah.

friday :)

posted by anak posmen chemor | Labels: | Posted On at 7:38 AM


I've prayed for someone like you,
always.

And I hope that you feel the same
way too.

:)

So proclaim the glad tidings to the Believers. (At Taubah : 112)

hemisfera

posted by anak posmen chemor | Labels: , | Posted On Wednesday, July 21, 2010 at 5:00 PM


aku faham kenapa perlu menjauhi hemisfera yang satu,
bukan kerana aku takut,
yang sudah diukirkan sudah,
yang lepas jangan disurahkan kembali.

kerana aku pingin melupakan,
rasa jauh yang abadi.

kerana aku rindukan halaman,
yang lebih kekal bahagia.

hari-harinya dipenuhi kemelesetan,
berat dan susah,
hingga dia tidak sedar sekelilingnya,
melupakan siapa dan apa dan kenapa dan bila.

tidak banyak lagi hari yang dijanjikan oleh Mu,
aku sedar kalimat manusia sang ahli,
cuma doaku sama sehari-hari.

sebagaimana hari sebelumnya,
dan hari-hari sebelumnya,
lindungilah hatinya tuhanku,
kasihilah dirinya tuhanku,
rahmatilah penghidupannya tuhanku,
ampunilah salah silapnya,
pimpinlah dia dengan kasih sayang Mu yang Maha Luas.

untuk hari esok, dan selamanya.

It's okay

posted by anak posmen chemor | Labels: | Posted On at 4:36 PM

Big world
Says he wants to see the light for once,
Well maybe if you try

It's so sad
Babe don't look so sad
I've got it wrong today

And if she doesn't go your way
Look up to blue skies and say hey
It's ok it's ok

happy 5th anniversary, my beloved 'young' hypertension

posted by anak posmen chemor | Labels: | Posted On Thursday, July 15, 2010 at 6:50 PM


One of the things i enjoy most of life is telling people that i am sick.
The loads of trouble you get in when you know.
And it only took one second to make that decision.

You see, life has a way of specially caressing you into its surreptitious arms and when you feel comfortable, it crushed you and you turn into nothing but dust.
Love, life, death.
Three simple steps to the next life.

I heard a quote saying
"Where we are, where we live, what we do.
It isn't home yet.
We are on a bus going home."

So why are we so afraid to live life and die?

I am not okay,
yes i do skip classes this semester.
Should i show it off to you how much pressure inside me,
to make you realize the pain that i am surviving ?

Another quote i heard was something like,
"Death, it's peaceful easy,
much easier then living."

Don't you feel better already?
I don't know about all of you, but i'm sure as hell i'm ready to go home.

My close friend in SMSU C showed text message from his friend last couple of nights,
someone's dad had passed away because of High Blood Pressure.
Yes, just the same one as i had, with the right spelling,
all the time.

I understand, how bad this kind of hypertension in my head,
spinning like hell.
and I am not going to ease them with drugs,
as what i did for the past five years,
so deal with it. !

Don't get me wrong, i love my "temporary" life.
I am very happy.
But there is a "home sweet home"


Yes, "home sweet home"
insya Allah.

No one knows, my hard times with you,
its precious to spent my life with you,
happy anniversary, since 17th of July 2006 i heard of you,
at emergency ward, Kuala Kangsar District Hospital,
and i hope you'll ease yourself inside me.

insya Allah.

nostalgik

posted by anak posmen chemor | Labels: , | Posted On Wednesday, July 14, 2010 at 3:49 AM


rasa nostalgik sesuatu yang fitrah,
terbit dari kerinduan yg cukup mendalam
hingga masih membekaskan kesan
walau musim laju beredar dan berjalan.

tapi nostalgik hanya sekadar lalu seketika,
jangan hingga membebankan pemilik jiwa,
jangan hingga memberatkan kaki-kaki dari melangkah kehadapan,
kerana kita perlu terus menongkah arus dalam perjalanan panjang
walau belum nampak kesudahan,
jangan hingga membebalkan otak-otak dari memerah
terus menerus dalam perjuangan,
walau belum nampak kejayaan.

jadikan bibit-bibit nostalgik sekadar melepas rasa,
rindu yang terpendam buat seketika,
selepas kau surahkannya,
genggam nostalgik di dalam lubuk hati,
atau kau hembuskan
bagai api yang membakar,
kerna rindu yang abadi datang dari sebuah epik yang mencapai kejayaan.

teruskan berjuang.

on how,

posted by anak posmen chemor | Labels: | Posted On Tuesday, July 13, 2010 at 9:39 PM


for HER Arrow goes forward only after pulling in to backward. Bullet goes forward only after pressing the trigger backward. Every human being will get happy only after facing the difficulties in their life path, so do not afraid to face your difficulties :)

understand

posted by anak posmen chemor | Labels: | Posted On at 5:40 PM


Just because her eyes don't tear doesn't mean her heart doesn't cry. And just because she comes off strong, doesn't mean there's nothing wrong. To complete her, is to understand all her conflict, and to make her feel safe with you. And, as always,
do for others more than you do for yourself.

just live

posted by anak posmen chemor | Labels: | Posted On Monday, July 12, 2010 at 8:03 PM


“ In life, we do things. some we wish we had never done and some we wish we could replay a million times in our heads. Nevertheless, they make us who we are and in the end, they shape every detail about us. If we were to reverse any of them, we wouldn’t be at the exact place that we are today. So just live, make mistakes and learn from them, and never second guess who you are, where you have been, and where you are going. ”

how to express.

posted by anak posmen chemor | Labels: | Posted On at 8:01 PM

It’s better to just quietly miss someone rather than let them know and get no response.

wish

posted by anak posmen chemor | Labels: | Posted On at 8:00 PM

I wish I could sneak into her mind. I wish I knew how to maintain your good mood. I wish I knew how to make you happy all the time. I wish and I wish

semoga kutemukan jawaban

posted by anak posmen chemor | Labels: | Posted On at 6:38 PM

sampaikanlah pada ibuku
aku pulang terlambat waktu
ku akan menaklukkan malam
dengan jalan pikiranku

sampaikanlah pada bapakku
aku mencari jalan atas
semua keresahan-keresahan ini
kegelisahan manusia

retaplah malam yg dingin

tak pernah berhenti berjuang
pecahkan teka-teki malam
tak pernah berhenti berjuang
pecahkan teka-teki keadilan

berbagi waktu dengan alam
kau akan tahu siapa dirimu yg sebenarnya
hakikat manusia

akan aku telusuri
jalan yg setapak ini
semoga kutemukan jawaban